Lesly's Two Year Free-Free Free
Kubva kune Ex-Smoker Lesly:
Makore maviri apfuura, ndakanga ndiri kusvuta. Midzanga yangu yaiva shamwari yangu yepamusoro uye yakanyanya kushamwaridzana. Handikwanisi kufamba kubva pane imwe imba kuenda kune inotevera pasina cigaretti yangu yepakiti uye chiedza chakanyatsoiswa mumaoko angu. Ndakanga ndisingakwanisi kurara usiku hwose ndisingasimuki uye ndichishandisa nguva ne "wangu" shamwari yangu.
Nyika yose yakanga iri yandairi yangu.
Hapana nzvimbo yaipisa-kwete yemotokari, kwete imba yemhuri, kwete dzemabhedha evana vangu.
Pakanga pasina "Hapana Kusvuta" chiratidzo chinogona kunditambudza - Ndaive ndichizivikanwa kuti ndivete navo kuti ndivafukidze pandinenge ndasvuta.
Dai wanga wakandibvunza, ndingadai ndakuudza kuti ndaive munhu ane hanya. Ndizvo zvinoshandiswa nevasvuta vose. Chokwadi ndechekuti hapana chinhu chakadai sekunwa fodya, sekunge pasina chinhu chakadai sechechi yeRussia inofungisisa. Pakupedzisira, iwe uri kuenda kugadzirisa zvinoshandiswa nemumwe munhu.
Ndinofarira kutaura kuti ZVIMWE, nyeredzi dzose nemapuraneti zvakazvibatanidza zvakakwana nechisarudzo changu chekuedza, edza zvakare kukanda zvipfeko kubva muupenyu hwangu. Ichokwadi, izvo hazvisi chokwadi zvachose. Ndakanga ndaita zvakanyanya kuverenga, uye ndakanga ndawana iyi forum iyo ndaifungira zuva nezuva, ndichiona vanhu vachida chaizvo kukurumidza kusvitsa! Vanhu vakanzwika zvinoshamisa zvakafanana ME!
Pakutanga, yakanga yakaoma zvikuru.
Ndakatambura, uye ndakanga ndichingogara ndichishanyira. Mazita avo akanga ari kutsamwa, kuzvidya mwoyo, kuzvidya mwoyo uye kuora mwoyo.
Ndakanga ndisingaoneki kuvachengetedza kubva munzvimbo yangu, uye vakandinyunyutira nehasha pamusoro peAUDACITY ndaifanira kufunga kuti ndaigona kusiya "shamwari yangu yakanakisisa". Ndakachengeta ziso rangu pamubairo uye ndakaedza kusava nehanya nekutamba kwavo.
Ndakarwara nevashanyi ndokubva ndasarudza kuti ndaida zvigadziro kuti ndivabvise muupenyu hwangu.
Saka, ndakakokwa Mukutsunga kuti uve mutariri wangu. Zvadaro, ndakagamuchira mukutenda semudiwa wangu wepamusoro. Shamwari idzi dzakandishandira zvakanaka; ivo vaiva maonero akanaka ekutsvaga kutaura kwakashata.
Vasingadiwi vaeni vakaramba vachiedza kumira, vachiri kuedza kupindira mukati mavo, asi vakava vasina simba uye vasina kusimba sezvo masvingo emushu wangu asina ruzivo nyika yakawanda, zvisikwa zvakasimbiswa, uye ini neshamwari dzangu takaramba tichifamba. Zvishoma nezvishoma, zviketani zvekutsvaira zvakasununguka - zvishoma nezvishoma, handina kunyatsocherechedza.
Ndinogona kuyeuka kuudza mumwe munhu anobva aputa zuva rimwe nerimwe pamusoro pemotokari yangu ichidonhera kunze kwekupaka pamvura yakanyanyisa, pasi pezuva rezuva uye nemhepo ine simba, ine simba. Nzvimbo yekucheka yandakadana yakasimbiswa kuti ichange iine motori kwandiri mukati meawa. Yakasvika ipapo maawa matatu gare gare.
Ndakanga ndakapenga here? HECK hongu! Ndainetseka, uye ndaipenga, uye ndaipisa uye ndainzwa sokuchema. Asi kuburikidza nezvose izvo - handina kumbobvira ndava nemafungiro echechi ane ruzivo KUNYANYA kwefodya. Izvo hazvina kumboitika kwandiri! Pandakaisa izvi kuna Newbie, zvakanditora - WOW! Handina kumbobvira ndazviziva kusvikira mavhiki mushure mezvo chokwadi!
Ndichiri kutora kuora mwoyo, kutsamwa, nezvimwewo kugogodza pamusuwo wangu here? Hongu, ini ndinodaro, asi havadi kuti DARE iuye nekuda kwebhegi. Kusarudza, Kuonga, uye ini ndasvika nenzira yakanyanya kure nokuda kweizvozvo!
Kana ndine mafungiro pamusoro pemidzanga zvachose, zvakadai sokunge iwe waifunga nezvemudiwa wekare waunotanga kupinda. Unogona kutarisa uye uchiti - hmmmm! Ndakanga ndava nenguva dzakawanda muukama ihwohwo! Zvino iwe unofunga kweminiti, uye iwe unoti - OH YEAH! NOMURI ndinorangarira - kuti SOB (kurega zvepabonde) haisi yakaora, hapana bhakiti rakanaka rakange riri kuedza kundiparadza! Ndakatenda MWARI ndakamhanyira iyo Ash kunze kwoupenyu hwangu (pun yaida)
Sezvo Henry Ford akati: "Kana iwe uchifunga kuti iwe unogona kana kuti iwe haugoni, iwe wakarurama."
Saka ndinoti-zvipe iwe mukana mukuru wemafungire akanaka uye ushamiswe nezvishamiso iwe unogona kuzvigadzirira muupenyu hwako pachako.
~ Lesly ~ (Leslyr)
Makore maviri, 49 maminitsi nemaminitsi makumi matatu. 25586 cigaretti isina kusvuta, kuchengetedza $ 4 477.58. Upenyu hwakachengetedzwa: mavhiki gumi nemaviri, mazuva mana, maawa makumi maviri, maminitsi gumi.
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